How do you deal with shitty news two days in a row?
I buy books and crochet patterns. Neither of which I need but they were both on sale, so there. I may even go to Michael's tonight and buy some yarn I don't need instead of cleaning my house.
Maybe I have grown cold-hearted or I just don't let myself feel things like I used to. I cannot imagine the feeling of losing a child and maybe I don't want to so I'm not letting myself. I found out that last night my neighbor growing up and babysitter lost her dad to a fire. And then I have to be rude to my own dad on the phone after I found out. Let me just lock that heart up even tighter. It is in a safe with a deadbolt and anything else you can think of to keep it secure. If I don't let myself feel it then it will be okay. I guess I will be the strong one. I don't know... What do you think I can buy on Etsy?
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